"are you okay?"

"Are you okay" Seems like a question that everyone would ask if they feel something isn't right in you. How to answer this question when somebody asked you? 

"I'm okay?" "No, I'm not okay?"

What's the point of asking the obvious but not doing anything? 

Rejection. A curse that can never ger rid of it. No matter how great you are, some people will still reject you, you are just not good enough for them; 

Acceptance. It takes so much more than just knowing who you are, loving a person not just because they are great, but because they are not good enough. 

Love. Loving a loveable person is easy, what about loving the unloved?

It is because I need to at least let whom has been worried about me to understand the whole picture Yes, I'm not okay. I'm going through a challenging season; dealing with hurts in me. But I still choose to be happy and strong. I'm trying my best to cover up the wounds I'm hiding, the happiness I found is through giving. Giving my time and spreading happiness to others. Somehow, being able to be a blessing to others is a joy to me even at my down times. 

If you really love me, stop asking me "are you okay?". I don't need to talk about it, talking about my problems just made me a problematic person. All I need is someone who really cares; I can feel who cares genuine based on their actions. Plain asking doesn't help, it just reminding me the worse part of me. If you care, you will stay with me. We don't need to talk about it, just enjoy the friendship and spending times with each other. Happiness comes from heart. I believe that.

I just want to say sorry as lately being so unpredictable. Thank you for compromising my annoying emotions. I didn't mean to be like this. If you know me well, I'm not like that. Sometimes, I'm just don't feel like talking. Anyway, I always believe when there is fallen, there will be risen. Thanks for asking and I truly appreciate :")