Doing or Being?

Finally..finally..finally! CNY break is here! Dong! Dong! Qiang!

I've been working my ass off ever since new sem started. Yes, I know I've been talking about my zombie mode all the time. And I just realized I'm working so hard to this extend that I don't even understand why am I doing all these. What are the answers? I'm hardworking? NO! I enjoy being busy? NO WAY! Ahhh~ I really don't know. I hate these feelings. Feel souless.


I'm losing my passion, losing my direction, losing MYSELF. I don't want that! One night, I had a conversation with someone, we shared about what we gonna to do in future. His dream is so amazing and really touched my heart. It blessed my heart knowing his dream :)


And now, looking at myself, I have dreams too. But why I cant see any direction? All this while, I saw different pieces of incomplete picture. Does all the pieces connecting each other? Does it talking about my dream?

Anyway, this holiday shall be MY week to do EVERYTHING I want! Let see..

1. My BED!!!! Sleep sleep sleep..
2. Hug my TV/DVD..
3. Continue reading my favorite book series..
4. Spend some quality time with my family & friends..
5. Continue working on my song writing.. (p/s: it stopped since 2009)
6. Do something to my room-sweet-room..
7. Plan my next schedule after CNY..

To all my readers! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! I ❤ YOU!

p/s: LiHui principle - I want to BEING, not DOING.